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[08 Feb 2005|12:59pm] |
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Well hello everyone,
i'm still sitting here doing nothing. i've been out of a job for like 3 weeks now and i'm really starting to notice that i am a waste of living human flesh. i mean i feel like such a waste of space being without a job and not going to school. it just blows fat reindeer cock so much. the only thing that is actually getting me through this is the occiansial help from gorney and dan, but mostly joelle. and i feel so bad for her cuz i noe that being bored and depressed all day with nothing to do except go to unemployment, apply for jobs that won't hire me, and analyze every fucking aspect of my being and i no she doesn't deserve that. i mean i feel that i am a good boyfriend its just it gives me more time to pick at shit she does. well at least i realize that and try not to do it as much. but u all don't feel like listening to me bitch, esp. since i've been MIA so long. love, peace, & Fat ass cheaks.
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| i am not dead (part 3) |
[24 Jan 2005|06:13pm] |
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I think this is at least the 3rd time in a row in which i have said i havent posted in a while and all that other bullshit. well i am alive big fucking deal im sure ur all jumping for joy and wetting ur fucking pants. well whats changed... i've been dating this girl Joelle for like 2 months now and she is Ultra-Stellar. i got fired from CVS because this asshole Jimmy from photo used my manager autherozation card to make fake refunds and steal shit equaling to like 1000 dollers. yea hez a fag. and if i see him his face will be busted the fuck up. i guess as i write this i remember how good it feels to let all this shit out. Thats probly y ive been so upset all the time late-ly i dunno but im going to try not to be like not around as much.. i mean it. but um bye
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| im not dead |
[24 Jul 2004|10:08am] |
Ok all look its me Kristian and im posting.. so shut up and stop bitching at me. I've been busy ok.. well so what is there really to say..
well, I now work 2 full time jobs and 2 sundays ago i got a full day off of work :)
im still with danielle shez my baby. and she totally the best. i really could not ask for anything more.. im fucking tired my cleaning lady came today and ruined my sleeping late finally time. bitch but its better then cleaning my room myself..
alright talk to u in 2 months. fuck off.
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| ok i got one thing to say.. |
[10 Apr 2004|07:07pm] |
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where the fuck has mike been.. he use to post every 11 seconds and i have seen a post from him in ages.. come back to us mike.. we miss you.. and your vomiting in dan's car after being drunk and eating McDonald's ways..
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| i missed you |
[10 Apr 2004|06:55pm] |
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hello ppl that actually read this.. i missed you its been a while since i actually wrote in this but i thought id say hey. well... so what is new?? well i work n spend money still and i also still smoke cigarettes.. and i have a new gf named danielle who is ultra cool. and yea shes cool. and i bought a cannibal corpse concert on tape and it is awesomely sweet. well bye.
and download Dr. Online by Zeromancer.. it is good.
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| hangover |
[04 Apr 2004|01:15pm] |
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in my head it hurts alot and i want it to go away... MAKE IT GO AWAY!!!
and...
GO!!!
it didn't work.. thats sucks
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[23 Mar 2004|12:42am] |
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im drunk right noww and i shoufl be sleepingf but im not
and i rhink im going to jerk off now
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[22 Mar 2004|02:12pm] |
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Note to self: Lesbian anime chicks having sex is still hot even though they are cartoons.
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| my cool zombie fetus.. |
[22 Mar 2004|12:14am] |
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today this girl drew me a Zombie fetus and it is too fucking sexy.. it is a most def. example of HZA. and i went to Brink township with micheal john so he could get his groove on. but i met some cool people... and i puntured this girl's hand with my spikes and she bled all over me and licked it up.
it tasted good.
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| today blew ass |
[20 Mar 2004|03:17am] |
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u ever just want to be sad.. like maybe not even really have a reason but just like the emotion. well today was one of those days. i was just down all day. and what really sucks is that i really really wanted to see dawn of the dead but i didn't go cuz it got sold out and the rest of them didnt have tickets.. so i mean i could have gone by myself but that just would have been ultra-gay; so i gave my ticks to matt n christina.. matt looked like he was gonna cry and hes a good guy so i made him smile inside. but it still blew.. then i chilled @ nickoles w/ dan n larry n nikki n thought about not seeing dawn of the dead. i miss my girlfriend; i havent seen her in 4ever. then i sat in my car and smoked cigs while listening to a lil acoustic ALK3 n that was depressing. well i guess this day wasn't to bad. at least i'm not deAD.
but if i was i'd come back as a zombie and rape u in the throat.
c'mon u know u want it.
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| all bettter |
[18 Mar 2004|09:09pm] |
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ok now that i rubbed a few out im good to go... well today at work the truck driver got launched off the truck by a pallet of totes.. which sucked 4 him cuz he got his ass beat. then nick was there and he wanted to know all of our hobbies cuz of some shit.. then i made a joke about him slurping cum out of a champagne glass and rich almost died laughing.. ok im done. hope u guys are having fun in Canada w/o me cuz i had to work.. i hope u all get eaten by the Labat blue bear.
i'm going to stab you in the heart with a pencil.
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| o man.. |
[18 Mar 2004|08:28pm] |
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Holy shit.. im bored and fucking horny as shit.. i need asss right nmow.. can't ef ven t ype at a ,.ll. whe erre os christine i tjh ink im goigoin to call her no
i hate you.
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| im bored as shit. |
[16 Mar 2004|11:02pm] |
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DVD: Dawn of the Dead |
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So yea im fucking bored... I'm waiting for Christine to call me back so i can smile but shez taking her sweet ass time. i saw her today which was good and i gave her flowers for St. Patty's day it made her happy so that made me happy. well im bored again. i left this open forever and i just got off the fone with chrissy now its 11:48pm and im writing once again.. i wrote a letter to Charles Manson today.. i had to 4 this book im reading.. i asked him if he enjoys the food at prison cuz i noe its not what hez used to.. i hope he doesn't eat my warm flesh like a slow idiotic zombie.. bye
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